“You should know what your purpose in life is, for without purpose there can be no passion. Once you’ve nailed these things down then it would be easy for you to decide what direction in life are you going to take.”—DJ TADO
Nakaka-inis. Bakit ganun? Andami kong naiisip na kung anu-ano pedeng ilagay dito sa online journal kong ito kapag wala akong ginagawa then eto na nakaharap na ako sa PC, starting to recall my thoughts, mare-realize kong hindi ko alam kung panu siya sisimulan tapos tatamarin na ako.
Back again sa wala akong ginagawa, mage-generate ang pagkadami-daming ideas na maganda ilagay dito sa journal then mababagot na naman ako kasi hindi ko alam kung panu sisimulan. hindi ko na gagawin.
Siguro dun ako hindi magaling sa pagsimula ng isang bagay kasi duwag ako of what the outcome might be. Rejection kagad ang iniisip.
Pero magaling naman ako sa pangingi-alam sa mga bagay na hindi ko nasimulan. haha. negative to nu.?
I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it — I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know — but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay.